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my ‘epic experience’….

the older i get the more it takes me to step out of my comfort zone.  it’s hard enough to step out for an hour or two, an evening or even a day..but for a WEEK?  it seemed impossible.  but, i do like to push myself into that uncomfortable zone from time to time and it has always payed off in ways much greater than i could have anticipated.

and sometimes cancer pays off too.  spending time at ‘cancer camp’ is a gift that we survivors get to experience.  it’s a chance to grow, learn, try new things and truly ‘get away from it all’ especially the physical and emotional frustrations and limitations that cancer often brings..(the journey never truly ends when treatment does.)

i started the week  hesitant and anxious scared out of my mind to leave the comfort of my life and ended the week holding a candle in a dark room and reminiscing about a week extremely well-lived with a group of new friends and a wealth of memories.

i am so lucky to have been given the chance to attend this camp (there were a few last minute cancellations) at a time in my life when i most needed the adventure and the connections with people who truly understand the changes that surviving cancer creates both physically and mentally.

…just like the lyrics of one of my favorite songs…we are truly ‘better off for all that we let in.’

mama lou, wingman, crazy, nurse jackie, baubcat, zoom, critter, bright, princess, honey, MC, skrat–my life is much richer for having spent a week getting to know each of you!  (i’m already looking forward to our reunion!)

thank you EPIC EXPERIENCE for this very special and life changing journey!  (check out the link–our group is the image on the main page!)  and if you or someone you know are a cancer survivor, regardless of age, please sign up (spots fill early so get on it!) for an adventure to last a lifetime!

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15 minutes of fame and 15 years of friendship…(littleton family photography}

the light was very quickly fading.  i’d just finished one family shoot and had about 15 minutes left for this quick mini shoot.  easy peasy right?! well not always. usually it takes a few frames and a few minutes of conversation to get comfortable with the light and the family i am working with.   but i’ve been working with this family for years and years and years and the chemistry is absolutely there.  tam is one of my dearest friends and also one of my best customers.  she’s encouraged me over years and supported my art and my passion for photography .  she’s also happily referred my photography business to many of her friends and families over the years and i am so grateful.  my heart swells when i see my photographs and canvases printed large and hung all over their lovely home.

it’s not at all ironic that we had so little light and time and that the photos turned out so well.  there is a strong light that surrounds this friend of mine. i’ve always noticed it. and i especially felt it during my journey with ovarian cancer (surgery and treatment). i have way too many memories to list and a serious loss for words when i really need them these days to accurately describe how much she has done for me. the most powerful memory in my brain right now is her driving from broomfield to denver in traffic to accompany me to chemo (whenever i needed her) when i was so sick that i had to wear a mask everywhere i went. i was embarrassed, scared and sad. she didn’t miss a beat and grabbed a mask and wore hers as long as i wore mine. it was one of the sweetest things anyone has ever done for me.

we’ve climbed 14ers together (and she even lugged champagne/brie and candles to the top of Quandary Peak in Breckenridge to make sure my goal of having a proper 40th birthday celebration was more than met!), enjoyed concerts, book clubs, summer days shopping (and drinking wine) in boulder, watched our kids grown up and celebrated the end of my 18 weekly chemo treatments with another of my ‘bucket list’ items to wake up in boulder with a queen-like treatment at the colorado chautauqua–just to name a few memories that come to mind as i type.

thank you for the gift of your friendship and your amazing support over the years tam. it’s not only your outer beauty that the world notices–it’s your inner beauty and light as well.

 

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A well documented life….{denver family photography}

i have been honored to photograph this couple for years and years. and going through life’s journey’s with them has created a very strong bond…when i look back i am overwhelmed with gratitude for being trusted with such a powerful job. and that job has blossomed into a beautiful trust and friendship!

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so come share the journey…

here’s when they were pregnant with their first child…PREGNANT WITH THEIR FRIST CHILD

then bringing home that first child:

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and some images when he was 7 months…

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and then that lovely boy’s…FIRST BIRTHDAY

and several years of holiday photos…

and a MOMMY AND SON SESSION session….

and an entire…EXTENDED FAMILY SESSION (complete with some of the little guy’s photos…BTW he’s STILL interested in photography!

and THIS maternity session….

and the BIRTH of a new baby girl

and more family photos…

all the way to THIS session a few weeks ago.

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whew…amazing how many times they’ve chosen me to capture their memories. a true honor. and our relationship has turned into friendship as well…which is more valuable to me that any amount of money.

thanks D and R for allowing me in to capture the intimate, fun and very special moments of your lives and the lives of your family over these past 8 years. your friendship truly means so much to me! i love you guys!

Shelly - December 3, 2015 - 10:28 am

WOW! What a treasure. How wonderful to have so many milestones documented and linked into a single blog post. Great job, MB!

Darcy - December 3, 2015 - 10:54 am

Oh MB… I am just speechless. Happy tears rolling down my face and all I can say is THANK YOU. You have brought back so many sweet memories of my family over the years. You’ve captured us, who we are as a family. It just shows in your photographs. What you’ve done is priceless and I’m not sure I could ever repay you for that precious gift. I will always cherish these moments and because of you I can relive them whenever I want. Thank you for being our family’s photographer and most of all, our friend. We all love you MB!

just a lovely fall afternoon…{littleton family photographer}

fall is by far my favorite time for photos…families are excited about getting all dressed up and posing in front of the camera.  there is a chill in the air that creates rosy cheeks and a sense of excitement of the up-coming holidays and extended family time.

i’ve done so many sessions over the past few months it’s been a lot of fun immersing in the creativity of the process of photography and the art of building relationships with clients and friends.  those things truly are my passion in life.

here is a session from last weekend that is fresh on my mind.  what an honor it is to be asked to photograph a family year after year ( i believe this is the third year with this group!).  to be invited into my client’s lives to capture the love and changes is a privilege that i take very seriously.

i got to photograph these guys at the lake of the new neighborhood they just purchased and completely remodeled their dream house in.  no doubt lots of new memories are being created there and will for years to come.

thanks guys for trusting in me once again this year.  i love love love the connection and adoration between you guys!

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so come, and slowly we will walk through green gardens and marval at this strange and sweet world.

-sylvia plath

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let me know if you’d like to schedule a portrait session. don’t be afraid of the snow or chilly weather. the best made memories are those of ordinary days.

lovely early morning light….

I love doing high school senior sessions.  There is such passion surrounding these young souls–such promise and potential.  This young lady has all of these qualities as well as poise, grace and a gentle sweetness to her personality that was so enchanting.  And wow–look at that smile!  She was easy to work with , very laid back and of course simply stunning.  I loved the connection she shared with her horses and the absolute passion for riding competitively that she expressed and worked hard over the years to develop.  We had a fun time hanging around the equestrian center in search of soft light and simple moments (and a few laughs trying to get the horses to cooperate.)

I truly understand how hard it is to have someone pointing a camera in your face (literally since as of late I’ve been using prime lenses exclusively–50 mm 1.4 and my trusty 85 mm w.4) but this young lady didn’t seem at all bothered by my intrusion.  I could tell she was where she wanted to be and doing what she wanted to do (she had some riding to do once we were finished.)  I learned a bit that early morning about the connection between the rider and the horse…it’s quite powerful and personal.  As an artist I just found myself in awe of how sweet the whole experience was.

It’s an honor that people allow me into their personal space with my cameras.  And I feel it’s my gift to make them feel comfortable, safe and at ease.  How exciting that, in a few weeks, I get to have the whole family together for a photo session as well!

Thanks L (and the D family) for trusting in me to capture this special time in your lives!

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